I am 80 years old now, and my eyes are fading, my ears are more silent, and other bodily functions are slowing down. I cannot smell the flowers or hear the birds sing. The earth is very literally fading away. I don't expect to be in this world much longer, for the Scriptures say that at fourscore, one flies.
The days of our years are threescore years and ten; and if by reason of strength they be fourscore years, yet is their strength labour and sorrow; for it is soon cut off, and we fly away. Ps. 90:10
So, what is the conclusion of my life? I remember well the day God came to me and offered me the presence of His life. I knew at the time that it would cost me everything. Receiving God into the soul means that we must release ourselves and die to ourselves and our selfishness. When I accepted Him in, I received perfect peace and security. All of my natural torments were gone in a moment of time. All of my natural troubles flew, as if blown away by the wind. Also, all of my sins were as if cast into the sea. A pure heart was given me and this was all in preparation for the things coming that I had to endure.
The first trial to come was with my wife, who now had a strange man in her house. She did not marry this one. My old ways of responding to conflict were gone. There were no cigarettes, coffee, alcohol, drugs or television. I had lost my heart for the ways of this vain existence and the desires of the flesh. The new love of my life was the Spirit Who lived within me. God alone was my Mentor, my Savior, and my Life. He alone had my interest and my energies. I loved the One Who came into my soul and caused it to be born again. Now I understood the meaning of the cross and what Yeshua actually provided for all humanity if they would not resist Him.
But after He came into me, immediately I was accosted by the children of men. My wife was first, but then it was my Christian aunt who said with a strange dark smirk I had never seen before, "Oh, so you don't sin anymore?" I was shocked that my Christian aunt came at me like a total unbeliever would. I was amazed in my naiveness. I did not understand the reaction to my testimony which was happy and free, for the Christ had entered me. Although I was perplexed, I did not lose my peace but went on in the fire of God's light. God had instructed me to keep the Sabbath and leave my Sunday-keeping church, so I immediately set out to do as He said.
My Baptist pastor was not very happy about what God told me. He wanted me still to do a reading for the Easter service coming up so I did that for him and then left the church as God told me. I understood that the Seventh-day Adventists kept Sabbath so I went to a local Adventist church that was under construction and peeked into the window. Father then said to me, "This is where you will go now." That was in March of 1967. I asked the pastor of the church to come over and share with me what he knew about the Sabbath and so he did. He brought with him a Roman Catholic Catechism that explained how they had changed the Sabbath from Saturday to Sunday. I was amazed how the Christians let the Pope get away with denying the Scriptures. But my course was set and I understood how to proceed.
I was baptized June 10, 1967 in a nearby Adventist church since our own little house of God did not have a baptistry yet. I knelt down on the floor in the dressing room and once again asked God to direct my path and put me where He wanted me to be. That night I had a dream, and in the dream I saw everything out of its natural order. I then heard the Voice say, "This is the coming of Christ." I was shown that night that I must not let wife or family draw me away from the coming of Christ or it would disappear out of my life. The vision would pass away.
A few months later I entered the educational process to become a minister of the gospel. I entered the university and began my training. I was still quite naive about everything, only driven by my love of God and His instructions to me. But over the months I became perplexed, for I saw evidence after evidence that the Holy Spirit had not entered into them. This caused me to wonder what I was actually doing there. The dark spirit in the university caused me to try and get away from it and what I tried was to keep the law really well. Those were very dark times for me as I entered into the Galatians 3 experience.
O foolish Galatians, who hath bewitched you, that ye should not obey the truth, before whose eyes Jesus Christ hath been evidently set forth, crucified among you? This only would I learn of you, Received ye the Spirit by the works of the law, or by the hearing of faith? Are ye so foolish? having begun in the Spirit, are ye now made perfect by the flesh? Have ye suffered so many things in vain? if it be yet in vain. He therefore that ministereth to you the Spirit, and worketh miracles among you, doeth he it by the works of the law, or by the hearing of faith? Gal. 3:1-5.
During the time I received my master's degree and was ordained into the ministry, I had another experience in a class I took and a seminar that I attended. It was at this time that God delivered me from my own works, beliefs and laws and into the fullness of His anointed Presence again. He did not instruct me to abandon His law, but I was not to use the law for my own justification. That comes from God's Presence alone. Trusting church membership, the law, some religious leader, or doctrine was a vain exercise in futility. I wrote a book named "Life and How it Supports you," and set out once again to try and share with people how God changes lives and makes them free from the sins of this life.
As I shared my own "LifeSupports" seminar, I came up against more controversy. There were two main principles, even in the church, that the people just could not accept. "Cause and effect," and living a life without sin were not welcome. They wanted to keep a little space in their life for a sin, once-in-awhile. I explained to the people that when God comes in, one does not sin against Him any longer. That was NOT good news to them. It was also not good news when I explained to them that what they do will come back upon them. Accidents don't just happen, they are caused. I would then quote many biblical references and other supportive quotes but it was to no avail. I tried to share how this was good news, not bad news, but the people wanted to be able to sin now and then. They did not want to be free of it. If they could not go to heaven without their cat then they did not want to go. I was surprised, once again, how even the religious world did not want to cease from sin. They liked to sin once-in-awhile.
At this time I was crying out to God and asking how long I had to bear with these religious disbelievers. He told me that it was not required of me to stay with them any longer. Even the minister of the local church where I lived, worked to convince his congregation that I had a false gift and to avoid me. So, I went on my way. By now my wife had left me but it was okay. About this time Satan sought to destroy my message again by bringing fanaticism into the new little church and a false revival. There was war in heaven and about 1/3 of our angels left for the dark side and joined with those who have a form of religion without the power of it. They called my message "a spurious gift." That is the same charge that they had against Jesus. "He has a devil." Two of these souls went back to pastor their disbelieving congregations and share a spurious gift with them – that is, a religion of convenience, form and self-righteousness. Once a week they would go play church and look good on the outside, while within they were full of dead men's bones and all uncleanness.
I entered a period of carrying out my seminars apart from a denominational church and helped form a group independent from them. One day while on my bed the Father spoke to me and said what the name of my congregation would be, "The Lord Our Righteousness." That was to say, The Lord Himself would be our Righteousness. He would be our life and He would be our Husband. God alone, without the help of men, would be our soul justification. Following are excerpts from the book of John. This describes clearly my message.
That which was from the beginning, which we have heard, which we have seen with our eyes, which we have looked upon, and our hands have handled, of the Word of life; (For the life was manifested, and we have seen it, and bear witness, and shew unto you that eternal life, which was with the Father, and was manifested unto us;)
That which we have seen and heard declare we unto you, that ye also may have fellowship with us: and truly our fellowship is with the Father, and with his Son Jesus Christ.
And these things write we unto you, that your joy may be full. This then is the message which we have heard of him, and declare unto you, that God is light, and in him is no darkness at all. If we say that we have fellowship with him, and walk in darkness, we lie, and do not the truth:
But if we walk in the light, as he is in the light, we have fellowship one with another, and the blood of Jesus Christ his Son cleanseth us from all sin. If we say that we have no sin, we deceive ourselves, and the truth is not in us. If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness. If we say that we have not sinned, we make him a liar, and his word is not in us.
My little children, these things write I unto you, that ye sin not. And if any man sin, we have an advocate with the Father, Jesus Christ the righteous: ...
And hereby we do know that we know him, if we keep his commandments.
He that saith, I know him, and keepeth not his commandments, is a liar, and the truth is not in him. But whoso keepeth his word, in him verily is the love of God perfected: hereby know we that we are in him. ...He that saith he is in the light, and hateth his brother, is in darkness even until now. ...
Love not the world, neither the things that are in the world. If any man love the world, the love of the Father is not in him. For all that is in the world, the lust of the flesh, and the lust of the eyes, and the pride of life, is not of the Father, but is of the world.
Little children, it is the last time: and as ye have heard that antichrist shall come, even now are there many antichrists; whereby we know that it is the last time.
They went out from us, but they were not of us; for if they had been of us, they would no doubt have continued with us: but they went out, that they might be made manifest that they were not all of us.
But ye have an unction from the Holy One, and ye know all things.
I have not written unto you because ye know not the truth, but because ye know it, and that no lie is of the truth.
Who is a liar but he that denieth that Jesus is the Christ? He is antichrist, that denieth the Father and the Son.
Whosoever denieth the Son, the same hath not the Father: he that acknowledgeth the Son hath the Father also. ...
But the anointing which ye have received of him abideth in you, and ye need not that any man teach you: but as the same anointing teacheth you of all things, and is truth, and is no lie, and even as it hath taught you, ye shall abide in him.
If ye know that he is righteous, ye know that every one that doeth righteousness is born of him.
Behold, what manner of love the Father hath bestowed upon us, that we should be called the sons of God: therefore the world knoweth us not, because it knew him not. ...And every man that hath this hope in him purifieth himself, even as he is pure.
Whosoever committeth sin transgresseth also the law: for sin is the transgression of the law. And ye know that he was manifested to take away our sins; and in him is no sin.
Whosoever abideth in him sinneth not: whosoever sinneth hath not seen him, neither known him.
Little children, let no man deceive you: he that doeth righteousness is righteous, even as he is righteous.
He that committeth sin is of the devil; for the devil sinneth from the beginning. For this purpose the Son of God was manifested, that he might destroy the works of the devil.
Whosoever is born of God doth not commit sin; for his seed remaineth in him: and he cannot sin, because he is born of God.
In this the children of God are manifest, and the children of the devil: whosoever doeth not righteousness is not of God, neither he that loveth not his brother.
For this is the message that ye heard from the beginning, that we should love one another. ...Marvel not, my brethren, if the world hate you.
We know that we have passed from death unto life, because we love the brethren. He that loveth not his brother abideth in death.
My little children, let us not love in word, neither in tongue; but in deed and in truth. ...
The second point of my presentations was this:
Be not deceived; God is not mocked: for whatsoever a man soweth, THAT shall he also reap. Gal. 6:7.
In essence, these were the messages that were rejected over my 50 plus years of ministry. This is the message that the world hates, because the world does not know God. The world accepts the message of Lucifer. But in my ignorance, I thought the world would love to experience perfect security, love and peace. I really thought that. I did not know that they would reject the message. But, I know now that the truth is spiritually understood and those without the Spirit cannot understand me at all.
So after 33 years since I was converted, I saw the sign in the heavens from Revelation 12 of Virgo and we knew it was time to go into the wilderness and leave the cities according to the prophecy. We came into the wilderness so that God could work for us in a greater way, but, again, I was to learn the utter contempt of the world if God's actions were not appreciated by those who love the world.
While in the wilderness, the Father revealed to me an emotional healing procedure that might help several of our young people in their present difficulties. He brought to my memory things that I had learned in the past, and benefits I had received from the knowledge of those things. It involved placing my hand on the sternum while praying for them. This was shown me to have to be carried out with my hand on the bare skin. Two minors requested to be unclothed during their healing. It was not sexual in the least and it was carried out just as shown me. I touched no intimate part.
Two years later I was taken to court for sexual contact of a minor and sentenced to ten years in prison for that event. When the devil wants to get rid of a believer, he agitates the world, and the believer is put in prison, or killed, or some other torture to punish the believer for obeying the Voice of God. Since Cain and Abel this has been manifested. But my trial was not only about sexual touching. It was made clear to the jury that I said that I was Messiah. But what was left out, was that I taught that Messiah (anointed) is what every son of God possesses. This is the New Testament doctrine, as I previously quoted:
But the anointing (Messiah) which ye have received of him abideth in you, and ye need not that any man teach you: but as the same anointing (Messiah) teacheth you of all things, and is truth, and is no lie, and even as it hath taught you, ye shall abide in him.
It is also written: "To whom God would make known what is the riches of the glory of this mystery among the Gentiles; which is Christ (Messiah) in you, the hope of glory."
Well, that made perfect, reasonable sense to me, but my Roman Catholic D.A. felt that that was a bit too much to accept as normal. Anyway, I was condemned for healing one minor but not the other. One was ok, just not two. The Pharisees in the day of Yeshua didn't like it, either. They put up with some of the healing, but raising Lazarus was the limit because he was already rotting in the grave and they could not pretend that the healing was fake.
I already knew the churches were pretty well useless, except for marrying and burying people, or saying some nice things about God and how to use Him to prosper, but I still had some trust in government and the courts. When I spent time in prison, that was cleared out of me also. Now I understood that the whole system was useless.
Three months after arriving in the wilderness, God had spoken to me and said, "You are Messiah." He had then shown me the Scriptures for that. I accepted, and the mission of judgment entered into me. I was now "The sign of the son of man." That is, the people should have recognized that the experience of the Son of man in Yeshua was being replayed. God was exposing who would have come against Jesus, by which of them came against me. I was the judgment for the world. I taught them what true Christianity was, and they "crucified" me for it.
Now I knew that the courts were not lawful. They were lawless. The government was lawless. "That Wicked" was finally revealed. Now I was naive no more. My trust in man was totally erased. I did not lose my love for my brother, but I fully understood what was IN man. Sinners would come against me for what they do, and for what they think. There are millions of child molesters, even in high places, who do not get any rebuke. But this one NON-child molester got a sentence of ten years when there was NO testimony in court that I had molested anyone. The great sin for the world is, "just don't get caught." The world did not know what they did to themselves when they accused me. They were actually pointing the finger at themselves.
But, it was God's purpose for me to go through the hoops so that the nation could be fully exposed. I won my appeal over this illegal trial, but The Supreme Court threw the appeal out, saying that they didn't follow the law strictly anymore and that there was "no remedy" for my "illegal" trial. They essentially declared that The Appeals Court didn't know what they were talking about, suggesting that my trial should have been lawful. The courts of heaven took record of this. But there was one more hoop I had to go through and that was a habeas corpus hearing. In that hearing there were nine issues, but the main event was when the two adult "victims" stated on the record, once again, that there was no sexual touching or coercion of any kind. The court retained the conviction anyway, but what the court did not realize was that it had just taken away the last of their intercession from heaven. The day of Grace had ended, for the Day of Atonement came and went for them. They were given 2300 days to correct their mistake, but it ended without a correction.
Two months after that hearing, God raised up Donald Trump to run for President of the United States of America and the rest is history. They did to the elected President what they did to me, and destroyed themselves, for the nation is now divided and cannot stand. The whole world expresses contempt for what the nation has become, because of the contempt the nation had for me. What the USA sowed, the USA reaped, and it will not end, for there is "no remedy" as The Supreme Court stated. This lawless nation will not be made lawful again. They "crucified" the Anointing and the end will be as it was for Jerusalem in 70 A.D.
So now I am at the end of my life. My batteries are nearly empty and I will soon fly. But I am satisfied that I did what I could in every phase of my mission. I was the coming of Christ. He came and stayed within me. Now, what remains is the fire that will devour the evildoers. I would have saved Babylon if I could have, but she just would not be saved. She refused my outstretched hand and my entreaties. As with Yeshua, I have a trail of blood behind me a mile long. But I would have been pleased to help the helpless and to offer the perfect security of God, His love, and His faithfulness. Instead, many just accepted "the fearful looking for of judgment" instead, and the eternal plague for which there is no vaccine.
God called and raised up a common man. I am not great, nor am I a great preacher. There is nothing special about me except that the Anointing of God was put in me. He is the One Who rules over me. But of myself there is no greatness. Imagine that, He called a man who can barely spell, to judge the world. What an awesome act of God.
I will be departing earth very soon. Every day, I feel the ascending forces as my Father draws me home. I have no earthly wealth, and happily so. I have no one who I feel I have not communicated the truth to over these last 50 plus years. I am satisfied that I have finished my course and kept the faith. I have fought a good fight and won, only by the Presence of my Father with me. He has kept me on course, and as a needle to the pole.
My only friends are those who follow the Voice of my Father as I do. They understand me and I understand them. We know that this world is not our home. We know that the "conservatives" will not save us. The "liberals" are not liberal. No, Babylon (confusion) has collapsed and now the smoke of her burning ascends. We have a new city not made with hands. I have tried to save the world but it would not be saved. I have no interest in starting a church or healing or helping those who simply do not want to be helped. It is time for me to leave them. But I say this for the ignorant and stupid: No, leaving does not mean suicide. I have already died to myself, as all believers must do. But for the believers I say, Come up here, the Father calls us home. For the world, well, the seven last plagues.
It is finished!